Odorous life....

I was @ Dubai.....me and Amma took a stroll by eve....we reached a stationary shop....while amma was shopping i tuk a complete round inside the shop and stared at the talcome powder section....i tuk one cuticura and smelled it....OMG......that was a strange moment.....it reminded me abt Achan....that was the smell f Achan..(nw it changed to sme cylinder lik bottles f prefumes)but when i was clad in Frock my Achan's odour was f Cuticura talc...And he used to make piggy banks me out f empty tinz...and those coins also smelled the same....
this incident made me think f Odours in life.....
Amma always dabbed Amrthanjan on forehead....Her sarees,pillow,even kitchen towel smelled the same...
I know all love Fragrances of flowers....but i dnt....i jst hate the smell of Jasmine.....only because f thiz i hav a Sympathy for Hindu and Muslim brides...the odour f Jasmine but reminds me abt something else...abt my dance class...i started my dance classes at Kalabhavan EKM....all saturdays and sundays i used to get down at Ekm North busstop 4 my classes....and thatz the place where v can c most f the Flower vendors in Ekm....basktes full of yellow,red,magantha,white flowers, but the smell f jasmine only.....
He was my friend for 3 years....from 2nd standerd to 4th..his smell was f egg....the same smell for 3 years.....one day i told him...i can tell u wat u had 4 ur breakfast.....Egg..na??he nodded and said,no egg i had yesterday for Dinner..!!!!!!!!!
since am mentioning my childhood days lemme tell u one more thing....Ghee,dhal,pappad and rice....this was my favourite fud 4 yearz,,,,it had a great smell....i feel it as not only smell f fud but of innocence....
Now i have collected a lot f perfume bottles as a hobby..they r bought from different countries..they all vary in shapes,colour,odour,price etc....but none of those odours r close to my heart....but smell of lifebouy soap....goodnight coil....camel ink....kissan jam....maggi nudels....new notebuk...new school bag(only once in 2 years!!!)sambhar...and sandelwood oil.....these odours r close to my life....there r many more....but all r of these kind....less f cost....more f value.....
yeah....dearones....
sometimes small small things makes our life beautiful....
Have a Fragrant life......

Me & my pillow.....: back to blog.....

Me & my pillow.....: back to blog.....: Itz almost one year......yeah my last blog was on Nov 2011.....my laziness kept me away from blogging....and wot made me scribble now? one ...

back to blog.....

Itz almost one year......yeah my last blog was on Nov 2011.....my laziness kept me away from blogging....and wot made me scribble now? one f my college mate....classmate.....v both studied in same class for 3 years.....but v never spk intensly....never shared lunch boxes...never whispered secretz...more over never cared that such a person is there in the class.....and that girl,also after 3 yearz f college life made me write down.....i remember,she was there in my school too....but there is nothing uncanny that v did'nt made gud buddies in between 3500 studentz f that school...


but being in same class 4 for 3 years and still knw her name only....well...thatz again k....but that person made me write...somethng queerish?i feel so....


i knw something about her,other than her name....she dreamz a lot.....she lovez to read and write.....she is jst mad in certain way lik me....today only i came to knw that v used same pseudonym to write.....i really feel that v missed some beautiful yearz....the dayz f our clge tyme....it wld hav been more wonderful if v held our hands together and strolled in marine drive....discussed abt a buk read....quarreled stupidly....laughed madly..copied assignments....atleast if i had her as my friend, my college days wld b colored in a different,bright shade.........

Heros in my life......

As every child,my first hero was defenitly my Father......then the chidren's magazines gave me a looot of other heros...the flying,disappearing,fighting,saving, heros....I screamed under bed "Dinkaaaa save me from Amma's slapss"......i expected Magic malu to do wonders in my examzz...i wondered, y Mayavi is not doing any hanky pankys to  make me escape from roaring teachers....i dreamed, playing with the haggard mougly.....then came the MAN gang..superman,spiderman,batsman etc...next hero on row was my neighbour brother...you know he cld drive bycycle,without holding handle..he could make boomer into a bubble for minutes....he cld touch the nose with tounge....my school days gave me another hero....the headmaster of our school....He was an ujala man,alwaya clad in white shirt & dhothi.....he imparted the tricks to find root & ratio so easily....he made the mental ratio between students and him an equal one....he was the first person who inclasped me and said "Baby your poem is gud.write more & more"my teen age found the fine hero in the actor who did that romantic film...i pasted his photo on my bedroom wall,i kissed it...i imagined marrying him,flying overseas for honeymoon!!!!but he was gone from me along with my 18....and... now....now am searching badly for a hero....what a hero means now to me?i dont want him to make wonders,no need to help me for finding"x"'.but i need him to find solutions for much more serious questions of life....i want him to whisper in my ears"u r born to win" when world says, she cant do it... i would be happy. if i could talk to him about the book i read,dish i cook,and the loan rate....i hate "do it",but love"letz do it"....and i want him to be hero,not only for me,but also for alll.....as i grew up i lost all my heros somewhere...but now i long for a hero to whom i could share about all my X- Heros!!!

swapnangalude neermaathalam..........

10aam vasilaanu achan aa pusthakam enikku kondutharunnath...Kandappozhe amma theerthu paranju,ee praayathil ith ivalkk vaayikkan kodukkunna prashnamilla....pakshe,ente kochu manasile vaashi amma ariyaathe poyi,njan ammyude uchamayakkangal prayojanapeduthi pusthakam vaayichu theerthu!!!!palathu manassilayilengilum oru karyam manasilurachu...kadhakaariyude peru.."MADHVIKUTTY"....annu njan olichirunn vaayichu theerthath Rukminikkoru paavakutty enna pusthakamayirunnu....pinne palathum thedi pdich vaayichu...pala kadhakalum chindhippichu,chilath karayippichu...chliath vaayich njan aalochichu...ith ente kadhayalle??ennodoppam kadhakariyodulla aaradhanayum valarnnu.....chuvanna valiya pott eppozho maanju,erunda neelamulla mudiyizhakal shirovastrathinullil maranju,,,pakshe aa aksharangalodulla aaradhana oru maattavumilllthe thudarnnu... pranayathe patti aaveshathode samsaricha enne kootukaar kaliyaakki...nee endha Madhavikuttiyo?purame paribhavichengilim rahasyamayi aa kaliyaakkal njan aaswadichu....ernakulam kadavanthrayil avar thaamasamaaki ennarinj kaanan manass vembhi...aa parisaram vare chenn thirichu ponnu....sneham maathram thulumbhiyirunna aa shabhdham kaathukalil muzhangi...ennengilum kaanumbol enne dhathedukkuvuo enn chodhikkanam ennu kochu manasillurachu...pakshe orikkalum onnnum chodhikkalundaayillaa......avasaanam  sundaramaaya aa mizhiyina adanju....oduvil varshangalkku shesham njan poyi... kadhakaliloode orupaad kothippicha aa mannilekk, aa veetilekk....pakshe purampokkk bhoomi pole thonnippicha avidam nte swapnangalokke thakarthu......pookal pozhichirunna neermaathalam polum avashathayilaanu...thirichirangumbhol njan aashwasichu....avar kadha parayukayaayirunnu.....irul veezhunna idanazhikalula Naalappadum 12 varshathilorikkal maathram poovidunna Neermaathalavum kannadi vellamindaayirunna kulavum nithyavum thiri thelikkunna sarppa kaavum sneham maathram vilambhunna veettukkarum ellam kadahakal... enteyum palarudeyum kaumara kaalath orupaad kothippicha sundara lokathinte kadakal...manoharamaya kettukadakal......

deepavali....

i hv never celibrated Diwali...but i luv too....i wld luv to light lamps & place it in & outside my house....switch off every lights & sit silently...wow!!!but the kerala ELECTRICITY BOARD is helping me to njoy diwali every day....sitting with candle in dark.....and bck to diwali, another thing is sweets...mmmmgg.......smell of ghee,yellow,red coloure(almost) different shapes....small small boxes from Sreekrishna sweeta...!!!also crackers.. i always wonder y,my tamil,brahmin friends nvr invited me 4 diwali....wn i rang them all f them were in theaters!!!i hv never been to theater by onam or vishu.....but i  decided...iam gonna  blast nxt Diwali,....4 nw all njoy ur movies......